Too old for Love

I often think about what would happen if I lost my husband or if we split up. Would I be too old to fall in love again, or would it happen? A lot of former Bayswater Escorts like myself feel the same way. We may not have been able to find love until later in life, and things are a bit different then. Working in the Bayswater Escorts industry from https://charlotteaction.org/bayswater-escorts is not always easy, you may find that finding love is not that easy If, my husband left me know or something happened to him, I think that I am too old to fall in love again, or am I? Now, I have some real baggage with a 12 year old daughter in tow, so what would happened?

Falling in love again

It is not only until you get older that you appreciate that trust is a big part of love. You learn how to trust somebody with your body and soul, and you may not be able to do so again. I completely married outside my social class. My husband comes a “posh” family where I come from a normal family. We were sort of not wealthy but neither were we poor. Through my husband I have come into quiet a lot of money, and I often wonder if someone would want to be with me just for my cash, I have a lovely home in Central London which is all paid for, and my husband has a really good salary. If, something would happen to him, I would be very lonely and left with a load of cash. Would I trust someone to want me for who I am?

Baggage

As you get older you also carry some “baggage” with you. Some of it is physical and some is emotional. Now, if I have emotional baggage, the person I meet is likely to have their own baggage. Do I really want to deal with their emotional baggage?¬† And where would we live? Would we live in his house or my house? I love my house, it is my home and I don’t really want to give it up. My husband lived here for many years before I moved in, but now if feels like our home. Giving it up is something which I do not want to do under any circumstances. Emotional things like new families can be difficult as well. It would mean merging my family with his, and I am not so sure I want that. I love caring for my daughter on my own terms, and I don’t think I would want anybody to interfere with that.

Space

It is also about space. In a marriage you give each other certain amount of space. He goes to work in the morning, and I am left to look after the house and other things. In return for that I have quite a lot of “free time” and I do things that I enjoy. It is a great feeling, and my husband loves me to have my own space. Would I want to give that up? No way…Would I fall in love again? Yes, I suppose I would but it would be completely on my terms, and I don’t think I am too old for love again.

 

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